Better to be lowly…
i haven’t been very kind recently. Maybe that is because i am a naturally violent person? because i am so fed up with school? (i’m still not out yet, two more WEEKS!) because i’m so fed up of my ‘friends’? maybe…
i LIKE change. i NEED change. i don’t survive well in a place that is all the same. in a place where nothing seems to change and if it does.. it doesnt matter to me…
My parents have been telling me that we’re going to move for like… the past two years. I want to move at this point and i am only counting the seconds. I have gotten to the point in which if i don’t do something to shake my life up drasticly soon, i might go crazy. i’ve already begun to apply for boarding schools. what do you think about that? Does anyone else feel this restless?
“the highway of the upright avoids evil; he who gaurds his way gaurds his life…
“pride goes before destruction, a haughty spirit before a fall…
“better to be lowly in spirit and among the oppressed than to share the plunder with the proud.” – - -> Proverbs 16: 17-19
i wish i could follow that advice. but it seems that i cannot, for i never do as i should and my words come before anything else. the plunder is mine alone.
